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So in a unique turn of events ...
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... I somehow played matchmaker for two friends smitten with one another. In turn, I found two people I can wholly trust ... and they trust me, as well. Nevermind the age difference - I am, by many years, their senior.
But they plan to find a place together at some point or another in a few months, meaning not until June or so. And they want me to be their roommate.
Which means I'm debating ... car ... apartment ... ? Room with friends, or find a place with mom (who is still going to be heading to CA in a few months)?
Because I'm not staying here. The roommate was okay ... But ... things.
But they plan to find a place together at some point or another in a few months, meaning not until June or so. And they want me to be their roommate.
Which means I'm debating ... car ... apartment ... ? Room with friends, or find a place with mom (who is still going to be heading to CA in a few months)?
Because I'm not staying here. The roommate was okay ... But ... things.
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Devious Journal Entry
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Well, that's one hell of a self-discovery ... I'm not sure I wanted to find that out.
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Because, boredom.
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So I'm going through changes, yet again.
I'm finding myself becoming the mother hen of my group. I really don't mind that, not one bit. I like looking out for everybody.
I'll get slammed with the occasional wave of sadness. It's the holidays, after all. Most of my family is dead. The rest is far away. Was looking forward to Christmas with mom, but she's in Texas so that puts a damper on things.
I'll get slammed with the occasional wave of sadness. It's the holidays, after all. Most of my family is dead. The rest is far away. Was looking forward to Christmas with mom, but she's in Texas so that puts a damper on things.
But I'm working, slowly getting my inspiration back ... and getting, surprise, social! I mean, I'm used to being a recluse to some extent, so this is rather nice. I like my time alone, but I also adore the company of others. And these people are amazing.
There are some nights when I'll find myself waking up cuddling my pillow or blanket. I guess it's a reflex longing. After all, I spent the last four years tangled up with somebody in bed and waking up in uncomfortable pretzels. It's going to be a year in three months. I'm happy, very happy, now that I'm doing my own thing with confidence.
There are some nights when I'll find myself waking up cuddling my pillow or blanket. I guess it's a reflex longing. After all, I spent the last four years tangled up with somebody in bed and waking up in uncomfortable pretzels. It's going to be a year in three months. I'm happy, very happy, now that I'm doing my own thing with confidence.
And these friends I'm making ... it's filling an empty space. I feel so much better about myself.
I think coming out a a furry has been the best thing I could have done.
Mind you, for all my jokes, my sex innuendos, my quirky behaviors and peculiar antics, there is no differentiation between myself and Windra. We're the same. There are moments of being sporadic and good-humored, there are moments of being blunt and down-to-earth. I'm not masquerading as something I want to be ... I am me, and I'm not afraid to show it.
As fa as Scarlet and Naira are concerned ... well, they best represent my dual nature, I suppose.
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Several Bits of News
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Many good things. For a change! I finally feel like the veil has lifted.
- Some bills are squared away. I was pleasantly surprised to find that one bill I was certain to be charged double this month did not exist (even though the statement had said otherwise). The money I didn't have to pay the bill with was put towards registration for Further Confusion, while the remainder is getting stashed away for expenses. Sharing a hotel room with several friends. One hotel room ... five/six people ... What a riot. xD (I'm actually thinking of bringing the crock pot with me so that I can cook up some salsa dip when we get back for the evenings.)
- Beginning to study my Firefighter I basics all over again. Much needed refreshers! Gotta have my mind ready for the Auxiliary academy test.
- Mom has arrived safely in Texas. She's helping me out with this month's rent, because my job is starting very slowly. Once I get the ball rolling I'll be paying her back AND grooming about for a place for her to rent out. I do want her back in California.
- As far as work goes, I finally started. It's going to be slow - minimal hours for now while I train - but they will get better with the more experience I gather.
- Meeting more fuzzbutt friends.
Hip hip ...
Hip hip ...
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My back ...
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... feels like it needs to get jumped on, badly. Seriously. It's like there's a bubble under my right shoulder blade. Fuck this.
Getting back into the spirit of roleplaying which is awesome in that my muses are thriving again, but sucks when nobody else is in the mood to play. Which means, sooner or later, muses are going to shrivel up and die due to inactivity again. Well fuck. I tried?
Kind of cruising a peculiar road of depression. Yes, the inactivity has contributed a little, but it's mainly holiday blues. I mean when half of your family is dead and the last few years of this happy-go-lucky season were spent suffering under a cloud of turmoil and family drama, you kind of get used to the bitterness. I'd like to remedy that by smothering myself with good memories and amazing people. So maybe hang with the roomie, invite some friends over, make some homemade eggnog and cook up a storm?
Who'd wanna come? xD
Windra is kind of a weird person to be around~
Getting back into the spirit of roleplaying which is awesome in that my muses are thriving again, but sucks when nobody else is in the mood to play. Which means, sooner or later, muses are going to shrivel up and die due to inactivity again. Well fuck. I tried?
Kind of cruising a peculiar road of depression. Yes, the inactivity has contributed a little, but it's mainly holiday blues. I mean when half of your family is dead and the last few years of this happy-go-lucky season were spent suffering under a cloud of turmoil and family drama, you kind of get used to the bitterness. I'd like to remedy that by smothering myself with good memories and amazing people. So maybe hang with the roomie, invite some friends over, make some homemade eggnog and cook up a storm?
Who'd wanna come? xD
Windra is kind of a weird person to be around~
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